autohomophilia?

does anyone here have a variant of agp fantasy where you don't necessarily want to be a woman, don't want to transition or anything at all and want to fully remain male but be a very feminine sissy bottom gay femboy? Basically, I have identified as bisexual in the past but im starting to think I have a version of AGP with pseudobisexuality. Most of my experience with guys I've bottomed and the only way for me to get into it is to... behave in a way that is hyper-feminized I'm not proud of this because I'll admit that what I mean by "feminine" behavior is misogynistic (being very submissive, wearing lingerie, etc.). I also want to be called a phaggot and be a submissive bottom, but an unambiguously male one. a sissy boy, which is pretty disconnected from what I am like in my day to day. During these kinds of sex I am more in my own head than I am with the other person, building up the fantasy. All of the most pleasurable kinds of man on man sex I've had was of this kind.

Anyway, was just wondering if anyone else here has this. What differs from what everyone else here says about their autogynephilia is that I have never fantasized about having a female body, don't want to transition. These desires are not present in my day to day life but they also don't exist within my sexual fantasy.