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2025-02-22 21:23:00

Wow, just started mirtazapine,

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Well week 2, been a bit shit. Totally got past the sedative effect, no problems with any side effects. But emotionaly very low, and some dark thoughts have returned.maybe it was the initial sedation that seemed to work like a miracle on my brain in the first week. Disappointed a bit, that it doesn't seem to be an instant cure for years of depression. I really had my hopes up!

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Day 5: wow I'm hungry, ate breakfast, lunch and I'm ready for dinner. if I'm going to eat this well I'll have to sign up at a gym, I might even gain some muscles. I've never even considered doing something like that before. No headache, remembered to drink water at work. Was able to work well, no sluggishnes at all, and still creative.I could get used to this. Drove past my house( where I'm not) to where I'm staying without the unbearable emotional pain and anxiety. I'm so impressed, I should have taken meds years ago and avoided a lot of heartache for everyone! But I was so worried about side effects, you know, like getting worse before gets better and sexual dysfunction etc. I'm glad the Dr listened to my concerns about it and put me on mirtazapine instead of the usual ssri. I didn't want sexual side effects as another thing to be anxious about, but good news, all seems to be working "down there"! And it hasn't got worse, infact I haven't got the feeling of guilt and shame that I thought would be there forever, cant hear the voice self hate anymore, it's not even firing up.I'm not even ruminating and having futile conversations in my head. Only 5 days in and I'm looking forward to tomorrow.....and dinner!! ( Been dreaming vividly, and had a couple of lucid dreams, which was weird, but not at all unpleasant)

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