Lost health insurance and can’t get refills 😢 I’m scared of withdrawal symptoms

Hello everyone! I need to vent somewhere because I really feel hopeless with the US health system.

I’ve been unemployed for six months and I lost my health insurance. I was aware I was going to loose it, so I informed my psychiatrist and talk therapist. They were so kind and were able to provide me with prescription up to six months. I recently got a job, but I won’t be able to receive my insurance until mid or end of January. I only have one pill left and I’m so terrified of experience withdrawal symptoms at the same time I start my new job. I contacted my doctors, but because this new job I moved to another state, so they can’t help me because their medical license doesn’t cover my current state of residency. I even applied for Medicaid but they are in process of reviewing my case. I feel so defeated that I don’t know what to do. I hate so much that the US healthcare system.