Imposter syndrome with Hecate

I have been drawn to Hecate for some time, and wanted to learn more about her. I have some books which I have started reading and I noticed people share they amazing experiences when first called by her, I have experienced nothing like that, it’s making me feel like am I a bit of imposter wanting to learn and work with her when I haven’t received any signs at all. Has anyone else experienced this? I have worked with other deities before in the past and had the “call experiences” but this completely different. Am I forcing it 😭