Rough night
I'm just crying. I lost my wife May 9. She was only 43. Second fight with breast cancer. Took her a week after confirming. I love her so much my heart hurts. This fucking sucks. I'm sick of people telling me God has a plan. There's no plan. There's no god. It's ridiculous. I'm ready to go meet her. I know I can't. We have 3 kids and even though they have been extremely strong losing her. I don't think they could handle losing me too. I just hate this. She was everything to me. 18+ years.
I'm just crying. I lost my wife May 9. She was only 43. Second fight with breast cancer. Took her a week after confirming. I love her so much my heart hurts. This fucking sucks. I'm sick of people telling me God has a plan. There's no plan. There's no god. It's ridiculous. I'm ready to go meet her. I know I can't. We have 3 kids and even though they have been extremely strong losing her. I don't think they could handle losing me too. I just hate this. She was everything to me. 18+ years.