Absolutely terrified of BOB

Anyone else absolutely terrified of bob?? Every time i want to rewatch twin peaks i literally have to mentally prepare myself because i am so scared of him. I get so scared just thinking about him. The last episode of s2 always gets me, its so hard for me to watch because im just THAT scared of him. I tried to watch bts videos and look at bts photos and interviews of frank silva to humanize him a little more so that i can get over this fear but i never could…. Its been years too. What a guy frank silva was.