I’ve surrendered but things have taken a turn…

I’ve feel like I’ve surrendered a while ago now. However I keep feeling my twin flames emotions. One minute he’s angry then sad then missing me. It’s making me feel so chaotic, it feels like it’s dragging me back into things and old emotions/ memories I’ve already made peace with. I honestly have been doing so great healing working on my self focusing on my self, and aligning with my purpose. It’s also like the triggers are slowly creeping back in. It’s Making me so drained, some days I can’t even do anything, then it’s gone I’m back to my more zen balanced state, then it’s back I’m randomly tearful don’t even know why. How do I stop this, anyone else experienced this ? It’s honestly so confusing I don’t even know if it’s him or me at some points. I’m also seeing angel numbers 666 555 and 444 a lot. Grateful for any advice 🙏🏽