Three year point. Next step.

14DPO today. Negative test but no sign of period. I’ve seen this film before and I’m sure I’ll bleed tomorrow.

I’m so tired of hearing “you’re so young you’ve got time”. I’m so tired of hearing “just relax”. I’m so tired of hearing “as soon as I stopped thinking about it I got pregnant”.

I had endometriosis removal surgery five months ago. I’m hitting the point where they want my husband and I to come back in to try medications. I’m in my early twenties. I wish the two week wait had excitement like it used to instead of dread. I’m just tired of the monotonous disappointment.

I spoke with family members and learned my aunt struggles to conceive and used clomid with success. Thinking of bringing it up with my doctor, but to my knowledge from testing, I ovulate every month (though I’ve begun to not test for confirmation later in the month). I guess I’m looking to hear next steps folks have taken that aren’t IVF and IUI (I have a feeling we will get there).