Got my period today

I have raised my hope so high during this cycle. I finished Letrozole, had my scan with beautiful endometrial thickness, 2 dominant follicles and high LH, so I took the Ovidrel inj. Did more BD's just to cover our bases. My period got delayed, though for 3 days, all my PT's were negative.

I was hoping, maybe, my hcg was just low. But today, I went to pee, and saw the brownish blood. I just knew, I got my period. 😭

It's so heartbreaking to see that color again. I feel like taking a rest from all this meds/injection, but I can't afford to lose more time. I am already 37, and been on ttc journey for almost 2 yrs.