Do I just like, not have emotions

Becoming Fang Yuan rn. Did nobody else just not cry throughout this series?

Maybe I was too disconnected from the characters, but like, imo the most tragic death was the Baby Ruk in Tower of Dawn (I actually felt really sad about that though).

Am I alone in this? Keep seeing people talk about how they cried, or got traumatised. My other emotionless fellows, where art thou?