i just pissed the fucking bed.

NEVER. and i mean NEVER. use a toilet in ur fucking dream. i have NEVER pissed the bed since i was ONE. WHY TODAY. the universe is TESTING ME TODAY. FIFTEEN. I PISSED THE FUCKING BED AT FIFTEEN. had to get a change of clothes. bedsheets and piss clothes are in the washing machine right now. im gonna kill myself. on everything. i hate my life. a spot on my mattress is damp too so now i need to DRY THAT. UGH