Tattoo regret - please help me deal with it

Hello everyone,

I got my first tattoo the day before yesterday after a lot of thought and after looking forward to it for a long time. Unfortunately, the artist didn't do a good job of realizing the style of the template and I'm very unhappy with the result. I wanted black bracelets on my forearm in a soft brush style to hide a few scars. I think the tattoo is okay in terms of craftsmanship if you like the style, but unfortunately not at all like my original. The outlines are far too choppy, very different from my template. The artist drew it freehand on my arm and the outline didn't look as wild, or I was too excited to recognize it. Of course, there is also the general shock that there is now something on my skin forever. I've already read here in the forum that many people feel this way at the beginning, which reassures me a little. Nevertheless, I just can't get to grips with the design. I can't sleep at all because I'm constantly thinking about how I can save it. I'm terrified that I'll just make it worse. I wanted to boost my self-confidence with the tattoo, but now the opposite has happened. I also don't dare show the tattoo to anyone around me because I'm terrified that they will find it just as unsuccessful as I do and that they will reinforce my fear that I've made a mistake. I'm just as scared to share the tattoo with you and end up getting confirmation of how bad it looks. I know I have to let it heal anyway before I can change anything, but I feel so extremely helpless at the moment and regret having done it. I hope your comments can give me some encouragement.

Thank you for your contributions and best wishes