Starting My Quitting Journey

Hi everyone,

I made my girlfriend cry because I am unable to quit smoking. The lies, the cover ups, the guilt of compromising my health and spending so much on the packs. It is just so overwhelming at times. I burnt my stock today because once again I have decided that I will quit for good. I have spent so much on cigarettes in last couple of years that I could have used that money for good.

I want to quit for good this time. I don't want to see tears in her eyes again and I want to lead a healthy guilt free life for me and for my family.

Help me get through this please