Day 4

Made it one more day. I’m sad that even given how strongly I want to quit, how much of a no brainer it rationally seems to me to better my life, that I am still scared at how hard the next couple days and weeks already feel.

Thank you all again and again for your kindness. I thought of this group, your kindness, last night when I was offered wine and said no. It’s still wild to me that so many strangers can so tangibly help and comfort. It’s been surprising and amazing and humbling.