Has anyone else here developed a sensitivity to modern medicine/pharmaceuticals?

In the past year or so i've been having weird anxiety and bodily reactions to various different conventional medicines i've used in that time along with a seemingly increased chance to get bad side effects despite being careful not to use too much and not having this be a persistent problem before this point. Like right now for example i've been prescribed this antibiotic ear spray for a possible ear infection but I can't bring myself to use it because it keeps triggering my anxiety and making me feel really weird out of nowhere even though I probably should use it though it doesn't even seem like it's helping.

Maybe i'm just letting my knowledge that these pharmaceutical industries are ultimately controlled by people who want to hurt and control us get to me too much subconsciously. Of course i'm aware of how much good advancement in medicine has produced but there's been a lot of bad from it too. What do you guys think? Have you experienced anything like this?