Upbeat Depressing Songs

I’m looking for indie/alt rock songs that have a feeling of desperation or sadness in them. I’d prefer to have songs similar to car seat headrest, I love their incorporation of electronics and synths into their music and how they take aspects from other genres like Lo-Fi, 90s Alt Rock, and some Emo music. I also want songs similar to McCafferty, (I know what happend, It’s horrible I’m just looking for songs to replace the McCafferty songs in my playlist) I like the raw emotion coming heard in his voice.