I’m not sure what to do

hi guys.

i’ve struggled with social anxiety for almost all my life im 23 now and it’s definitely worse now.

I have a retail job now but I’m so close to quitting because i’m getting panic attacks before my shifts.. I can’t function.

I want to quit because working retail is so mentally draining and it’s just becoming impossible… I can’t afford to be unemployed but at the same time I just can’t deal…I was medicated for a while but since I stopped showing up to the doctors I haven’t been able to get any medication anymore because of the anxiety. So I just feel stuck. I’ve posted before about disability benefits but i’ve researched a little about it and I just feel like I don’t qualify even though I feel like it’s been ruining my life.