On testosterone— how do you have masculine and not tight high notes?

My voice is changing RAPIDLY and it’s freaking me out. I lost like 4 of my top notes and gained like 5 low notes in like 3 weeks. not to use like three times in the same sentence. My issue is instead of having Josh Groban beautiful tenor notes it is just TIGHT. I want to have a masculine sounding high range, but the notes I do have still sound fem/androgynous. Now I knew this was gonna happen… and I wanna know, do I just have to wait for my voice to settle, or is there something I can do to prevent it from tightening up and putting me in Baritone Jail forever?