Can i ever have a great social life ?

I feel like nothing has even changed, In my friend group i guess iam the least attractive and the worst because idk but the girls in my friend group is nice to me out of pity No girl ever had a crush on me and not to mention my ex who was just under her periods and her hormones wete imbalanced that she chose me because one thing i can say is iam atleast better than that version because of me during my first relationship,he was a super simp and it was destined for him to be betrayed by her

Now after some months,my social life will take a big turn because i will leave the area where i currently live and shift to a new one Join a new school life Join a new institute Basically a new social life where i wont be around my old friend How can i ever be someone that someone may like ? I asked for advice from many on how i look,online and some friends who know about this looksmaxxing stuff And they say iam above average-average and i have a good base which gives me a slight confidence boost But then something happens in my friend group or my current social circle which reminds me that iam the ugliest

I ask for advice and they say be yourself but i dont think that being me is going to do something because iam pathetic What is it there in my to love ?

If i was the opposite gender i wouldn't choose me Reading this,you guys may had the idea that what my main problem is How to become more social and friendly This post is most likely a rant because