idk what to do

im depressed & i want to hurt myself, but when i burn myself i go to the 3rd degree & have had to get a skin graft surgery on multiple burns & it always takes months to heal. & when i cut myself i get nerve damage, & have lost enough blood i should be dead.

i want to die a lot, but i have a 10 month old daughter & would hate myself for leaving her.

how do y'all cope when you're at the end of your rope? lol