Living away from family really made me forget about their problems

I feel like I’m running away from them although I’m away for work, when I call them I remeber exactly how nothing has changed over there and we still face the same problems of money, mental health etc and I feel like we all share this false sense of security where in reality we’re not doing well.

I’m living a nice life away from home with work although it doesn’t pay that well, I’m happy. I’m not happy with the pay though and I do plan on going back to look for a high paying role but, when I call them I just feel guilty and irresponsible.

I was even thinking of staying here another year but I think I’m foolish? I should put my family over my own wants but I feel so conflicted as I love it here 🥲