Can someone stop me from panicking about the MCAT (wamc)

I am set to take the exam 4/4, and I’m paralyzed by anxiety. This is like the 4th time I’ve tried to prep for this fucking test. I’ve only sat for it once before and voided it because I just couldn’t stop thinking about if I was blowing it.

I’ve always wanted to be a doctor. I gave up on it in college because I just had no idea how to study, and my dad lost his job so I started working for the first time in my life while also having no idea how to study. I was young and dumb I know, but flash forward several years (lost my mom two years back and it set me back on this path) still wanna be a doctor. I know my GPA is low, and I’m aware to apply broadly DO but I just can’t stop panicking about the MCAT. My highest FL score ever is a 507 but my average is 504 and I have test anxiety. Now every time I sit to study I can’t focus because of my anxiety. Can someone please just tell me if I have a chance if I score my FL average of 504/505

For reference 28 NY nontrad ORM. 3.37 gps 3.2 sGPA (for aacomas sGPA is 3.34) upward trend (last 2 years 3.6-3.8 all hard sciences)

M.S. in hard sciences (physiology from when I thought I didn’t want to be a doctor because I wasn’t smart enough) 3.82 gpa

4000 paid clinical hours (ma) 1200 volunteer clinical hours (EMT) 1500 volunteer non clinical (planned parenthood and social justice advocacy, etc) 1000 paid non clinical (office assistant on campus) 80 shadowing hours 1200 research hours (during my MS with one poster and two abstracts)

Ec/leadership: model in president, training officer for the ambulance company I worked at, peer educator (sexual health/alcohol and other drugs -> won an award in college for being “peer educator of the year”

Sorry for this crazy long confusing neurotic post 🤮