I have $3 to my name

Just borrowed money from a friend (owe her about $600 now) to pay my standby cash for my bank

Of course they take the money right away, but no access to the rest of the allowance until a weekday

Then I should have access to $200 until I get paid at the end of the month

Although for all intents and purposes, I currently have $3 and I want to cry it’s so humiliating and honestly sucks my will to live

Alas I carry on….