is it wired to feel transmasc?

so it's like our body is amab, and our core is a trans girl, but i feel, like a guy, in a districtly trans guy way, if that makes sense? because it's like, i split off of Nyra, and she is a girl, so by default i should be a girl, but im not, but like our body is still has a dick and no boobs, idk, does this make any sense?

-mirah