anyone other subs here like being made to do homesexual activity?

lately i’ve been having fantasies on being forced to suck off another guy. i haven’t done anything with a man before and i’m not attracted to men at all but the thought of being forced to by a dom gets me so excited. i’ve been forced to suck dildos and things like that and really enjoyed it. anyone on here have the same fantasies? anyone actually do it and feel bad after wards? please no trolls