Embarrassed to return

UPDATE: Reader, I showed up. And the coach did not let up on the fact that I had dropped off and came back. 😂 Approached me before asking where and a few times during to check in. I also got TWO class shoutouts for being back after so long. But I didn’t die and it was kinda hilarious and ironic given everyone’s advice. Thank you all for the encouragement!!!

I joined in September as a Premier. Went to approx 5 classes very inconsistent. Went to even less in October. In November I had Pancreatitis and was pretty sick the entire month. I’ve racked up about 3 last minute cancels and am honestly just embarrassed to return. My motivation isn’t the greatest but I really need structure and admit I haven’t given the classes enough time to know if I love or hate them. I am thinking of joining TC but the thought of walking in tomorrow morning makes me nervous!