Tw/ self harm

My other one got deleted

Ok can someone tell me if calling someone fat (as a defense to them calling me ugly )is in the same group as making fun of someone who used to self harm

It’s. A long story but one of my friends betrayed my trust and told everyone the one thing I wanted no one to know (that I used to cut myself ) and they seem like they don’t care at all. They said sorry but it didn’t seem genuine

All because I hooked up with 2 ppl and they started hating on me and talking shit about me to everyone calling me a hoe and a dickhead and all that so they told everyone my biggest secret. There’s a lot more to this but I can’t be stuffed

I used to be ina. Really bad place for the past few years and they were using it against me like it was some sort of joke

Keep in mind when I told this person my secret I was balling my eyes out.

Backstory : I always had an on and off connection with this friend. They would show me affection and attention for a couple of weeks then pick a fight with me. I would go crawling back to him (I’m a girl) because I wasn’t used to not talking to him but I’ve decided after this big fight it’s officially over. I respect myself more than this. He was one of my best friends for two years and he was like a brother to me. I feel like none of this would’ve happened if I didn’t hook up with those people and tell him and it’s all my fault

I hate to say this but it makes me feel like this is all happening to me because I’m a girl. Our friend we both share also hooked up with two girls (he’s a boy ) and he didn’t get shamed for it at all. He got praised. But when I do I lose all my friends , everyone finds out I cut myself, and im “trying to be a hoe”

Sorry I keep on editing this and it’s. A bit all over the place