My husband is a huge disappointment

Currently laying in the delivery room in pain about to deliver his child and rethinking all my life choices up until this point. I just had the most traumatic cervical check of my life, the worst pain I’ve ever experienced by far. I’m actively having contractions, groaning through the pain and he’s just laying next to me on this long comfy couch snoring with his AirPods in. I’ve been crying and shaking off and on for hours and I feel like he just doesn’t care and thinks I’m being dramatic or something. This is my first baby, I’m scared and in a lot of pain and it seems like he could care less. The only thing he’s done to “help” is lazily rub my back for a generous five minutes before going back to sleep. He literally got out of his way to get up and walk over from his recliner halfway across the room to the couch just to fall asleep solely to avoid touching and comforting me. For added context he had a three hour long undisturbed nap right before doing this. I feel alone and I don’t know what I did to justify this treatment. If you’re man reading this, don’t be like my husband.