I was raped last night

Last night I (19f) was raped by three guys after a party. I’m in my first year in college and last night I went to a party and near the end 3 guys offered to drive me home since I came with an uber and i wanted to save a few dollars and said sure so I gave them my parents address cause I still live with them but instead of driving me home they took me to an isolated parking lot and as the two guys in the front got out the one beside me started to grab me I tried struggling but the door next to me opened and one of them grabbed my legs and pulled them out and the other force me to lay down on the back seat and held my wrists above my head, I tried to fight back but I’m a small girl and they easily overpowered me, they took off all my clothes and when I tried screaming they stuffed my panties in my mouth. They took turns with me they would cycle between each other I tried to struggle until I gave up and let them have their way they would go one at a time and two at a time, they pulled my panties out of my mouth so they could use it I thought about biting their penis but I was scared of what they would do if I did. It went on like this for 2 hours near the end I was hysterical. They gave me my clothes and dropped me off at my house and told me not to say anything or else. My parents were asleep already to I went to my room. It’s morning now and I haven’t left my room I feel so gross and disgusting I’ve never felt so used and objectified I haven’t cried yet which isn’t like me I’m usually a big crier. my wrists are bruised from where they were squeezing them and I haven’t taken a shower yet, I know your not supposed to, so I still have dried cum on my stomach, chest, neck, and face, and everything is so sore and hurts, I feel stupid for accepting the ride. I can hear my parents downstairs making breakfast with my younger brother I don’t know what to say to them, I don’t want to ruin their morning, sorry if this is a mess I just had to put my thoughts somewhere.