I'm lost with life.

I'm 19 years old, No idea about my future, no idea about how I can handle life, no idea about anything. I recently dropped out of university (College for the North Americans) I very much feel like I've hit a complete wall with my life, I see online all the time that its okay to feel lost at this age, but being lost comes with anxiety fear and most recently, deppression.

University was rough for me, really felt like I had it all figured out, I had my liscense, my job and a degree on the way, but I hated my course I felt lost with it, completely uningaged from everything my lecturer was talking to me about, so I made the decision to quit which not only came with a bit of backlash from parents and piers but a lot of beating myself up.

Someone talk to me, where do I go from here? and why do I feel like I've lost my life already. Lets talk.