apparently i’m just “a normal teen”

i've struggled with mental health issues for almost half of my life. Recently i got a therapist and after a few months i did confess that i have had suicidal thoughts for a while now. because of this and other matters, she (therapist) felt like there were things she could not really help and that i'd benefit from a visit to a psychiatrist. I just got from it and. i literally have no words. i don't feel anything. all of this is so confusing. His response was that i didn't seem to have any sort of illness within me and that what i'm going thru is common for people my age. I don't get it. im just dumbfounded. What? What now? I can't feel anything.

Edit: the situation finally hit me and i'm just so sad again. when my therapist brought the possibility of psychiatric help that gave me hope and i stopped feeling so despaired until today. now i feel trapped again, like there is no solution (essentially there isnt).

I don't know what to do. They always say reach out reach out but i already did and they did not help. this is a living hell. i don't wanna do this anymore. help