aftercare deluxe- very odd lyrics

found the lyrics since it's already out in some countries- lmk what you think abt some of them

keep your eyes on me boy:

- "I carved your name in my skin"

- "Chewing ice, so I can stay this skinny"

american beauty:

- "Come on and use me, baby, yeah"

- "American beauty, you lovе to abuse me"

those are the weirdest lyrics to me, and then blue valentine and breakfast in bed are both about a bad relationship, how the guy she's talking about makes her feel horrible and keeps her bedridden when he leaves. again, she proves that the whole idea of aftercare was just an aesthetic, she didn't actually want to make a healing album.

again, it seems like she's just romanticizing abuse. obviously we don't know her whole story, and people cope in different ways, but once you start romanticizing it and putting it out for your most young teenage girl fanbase, it's so disgusting. why are we making abuse an aesthetic?

to me, it's almost like she's trying to be lana (i def have some issues w her music too) but she's failing heavily. i just don't understand why she continues to romanticize abuse and it's getting on my nerves. and not only just abuse, just bad and toxic relationships in general. in multiple songs she's telling the guy to use her. like what in the world?

tell me if i'm overreacting, but she really pisses me off. if u don't wanna support her by listening to the songs just check the lyrics on genius