looking for rainy day music that really messes you up and even makes you cry, but also has bass and head nod potential

https://open.spotify.com/track/2r8RwegunaKMYW4pDFEMKM?si=tLR24rmNQNG23gcpY10zYg

https://youtu.be/CQcQB6a5TnY?feature=shared

https://open.spotify.com/track/1KcOU0q9AMXV9xi4tSzzCc?si=BOyaqgTdTc624TOxG9vKTw

https://open.spotify.com/track/4jvjzW7Hm0yK4LvvE0Paz9?si=j8seR2pSTCa9j10HX9IysA

now all these examples ive given have the exact same vibe id appreciate something like them where you're nodding but also its a sharp pain