Music that evokes a bittersweet melancholic feeling
There's nothing left for me now. I gave it my all but some things are just not meant to be mine. I'm watching it getting away from me right in front of my eyes. But somehow I feel strangely relieved. I've been drowning for a very long time, struggling to stay afloat. Now I've finally accepted my fate and that acceptance has pacified me a little. My struggles couldn't bear any fruit. I no longer wish to rage against the dying of the light. I'd much rather disintegrate into nothingness peacefully. My heart is devoid of any rage; It just feels helpless in front of a fate that has always been cruel to me. I finally realize that I was destined to lose from the very beginning. Nothing in this world could have changed that. There's nothing I could've done to change that. But it doesn't matter anymore as the end has finally arrived. Living like this is painful, and I'm tired of living with this guilt and resentment in my heart. I want to be happy at last.
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