Can my Dr get me for non med compliance?

I've been on my journey for years. Just started seeing this doctor a few months ago. She's made some med changes and got me doing tms therapy. A week ago she started me on lithium and geodon. The pharmacy was out of geodon so I just started the lithium last Monday. Worst experience ever. I met with her last Friday. I told her I've been having some issues at home and I've realized the toxic situation is awful for my mental health. I'm working on getting out of it. She still suggested I start the geodon but I'm scared to. I want to see how this life change goes before adding more meds. Can she get me in trouble for not being med compliant or is it ultimately my choice?