Anyone relates to this?

I identify as an INFP 4w5

• Basically i don’t have anything to talk about with people unless i have thing to talk about. I am barely interested in what’s going on in other people’s life too unless i am really interested to know.

• I want a relationship but i’m scared my partner will be bored of me because after the constant texting or talking about getting to know each other (the important things to know), he’ll get bored of me.

• My daily life doesn’t have much going on as i’m staying at home most of the time and i work from home too. My life basically just like waking up, working, cook when i feel like cooking, do some stretching a bit and just be online reading some random thing or watching tv shows.

• I’m not good at small talk and i think marriage is better for daily life as a couple because we can talk whenever we feel like talking. I think i am not good for dating that requires us to not be in the same space together.

Am i just weird? Is this something of an INFP? Any of you from other type experiencing the same?

If you somehow relate to me and you’re doing better than me, can you tell me how you do it?