‘It wasn’t just that’

There’s a bit in the Mail podcast where LL is being cross-examined and the KC says something like ‘you were enjoying it, weren’t you?’ And she replies ‘It wasn’t just that…’ . I thought that sounded odd but the KC didn’t follow up on it so idk and ofc enjoying pain doesn’t mean she caused it. Am I ‘misremembering’ or does anyone know the bit I mean?