We broke up

I caught him again. We have been engaged for 3 years. I called off the wedding 2 years ago after d-day. It was so bad that there was no money for a wedding anyway. His accounts were negative. I was shocked.

We went to counseling. He went to therapy. We had ups and downs. But he always went back. I told him if you do this again, I'm leaving... if you do this again, I'm leaving... if you do this again, I'm leaving... if you do this again, I'm leaving.

I left on Saturday, and he threatened to off himself. I had the worst night of my life searching for him and calling in a 302. The next day, i took all his stuff to his mother's. He's now in a mental hospital, and I'm sitting here while ADT gets set up.

Ask me anything, I guess? sarcastic laugh And be kind, please