You deserve an apology

You didn't deserve the ending of us that you got. There is no excuse. You never did anything wrong , it was all me. You were always so much better to me than I was you. You got the worst version of me and still loved me. I'm just really sorry, I'm not that version anymore. You were always too good for me. I hope you read this and know it's for you..... You always did like eye contact and Jack. Yes I fucked up believe me I will never stop feeling the pain my actions caused. Take care.