142 days clean, but lately I keep thinking about taking “a little peice” of an edible

142 days clean off of weed and 1 month and 2 weeks off of alcohol.. lately I keep thinking it won’t be a relapse of if I take a “tiny bit” of an edible. Or maybe a couple puffs from a preroll. I know this is addict logic and makes no sense, and I haven’t caved yet. But I still keep feeling so tempted to get just a “little bit.”

UGH help