What motivates you to keep drawing?

Hi everyone, I know this is a small community but clearly its one thats still willing to help one another

What helps you... keep drawing when you feel dissatisfied with your art? What media do you feel like you consumed to help with your art progress?

I feel like my problem is that I want to draw more realistic or atleast...leave this cutesy style Ive constantly had, but I almost never do and its frustrated me to the point Ive given up on art for awhile. I genuinely enjoy the creativity that comes with drawing. I just feel lost @.@