Feeling like an outsider

I don’t fit the mould. I grew up in the church and have a strong relationship with God. I’ve lost a lot of my faith in the church but not all. I have a lot of faults but I still try. My husband is not interested at all. I take my begrudging teenagers by myself. I’ve moved a lot due to my husbands military service but we’ve and finally settled. My new ward doesn’t know what to do with me. No one has tried to befriend me or my kids. I’d love to meet more people like me. In my same situation but I assume they aren’t at church much. When I go, I can’t relate to any topic. Not about raiding my family, not about eternal families, not really about anything anymore since my family doesn’t fit. I’m really struggling to find a place for myself in His church and plan. Any thoughts or advice for me.