Thoughts on Jpouch

Hey I’m a 24M, due to ulcerative colitis I had to get a subtotal colectomy and ileostomy. Before my surgery I was a semi pro footballer (soccer), heavily into the gym and my whole identity really revolved around sports and fitness. I am 4 months post op and healing well, surgeon is happy for me to return to sport and gym, physio is giving me a meticulous rehab plan and things are going in the right direction. I do however really struggle mentally with having a stoma bag, the thoughts of intimacy, leaks etc sometimes gets too much. For that reason I’m very keen on trying a reversal. What are your thoughts? Is it worth it? Would it improve my quality of life ?