Struggling mentally lol

Do you guys ever feel like ever since you learned more about jaw surgery, you notice how “bad” your face looks? I’ve already had my DJS and I am happy with the results and think I look much better now. My sleep apnea has greatly improved which has been amazing for my quality of life. But ever since learning that an underbite means that your whole maxilla is lacking, including the cheeks, I can’t stop noticing that my face is still flat. I will never ever have those nice broad high cheekbones that everyone in my family has. I’m always gonna be a little sunken/flat in the upper maxilla and surgery cannot fix that except for maybe cheek implants but I have no money. My face was moved forward a good amount but It’ll never be AS forward grown as a beautiful model/celebrity with a well developed face. I know I am perceived as attractive because of how I am treated by others (mostly the opposite sex) but somehow it is not enough for me. Does anyone else feel way too aware of their looks ever since joining this forum? It’s been so helpful to connect with others who had DJS but unfortunately there’s a lot of “incel” stuff on here and I wish I never learned about the cheekbone thing.