Insomnia is a slow cancer.

Honestly I feel like I can’t do it anymore. I’ve had insomnia spells since I was a kid, been in therapy since I was 5 years old. People don’t believe you and undermine you while you’re white knuckling life hoping something will take you out quicker than being tortured with not sleeping and slowly loosing your mind. How do I survive? It feels like such a loosing battle all the time. All I wanted to do today was go to church and find some last resort to keep going. I haven’t slept for more than 3hours in over a week and didn’t sleep at all last night. Sorry for the depresso post just don’t know who else to turn too