IFNP with adhd and a kid at a young age

Hi fellow peeps I just wanted to talk about my life a little bit and all the struggles that have followed just to get it off my chest:

So basically I’m a 21 year old with a 10 month old daughter who is the light of my life, she’s the most adorable and most loving baby ever but the past 10 months have been the most difficult for me, struggling to be the father I want to be and battling with mental health with my adhd constantly keeping me low and having my mind race 24/7 I don’t have much support apart from my mum and my dad as I’m not with the mother of my child and she doesn’t want to talk about how I feel about how I’m feeling and the hole of depression I’m in at the moment

I work from Friday to Sunday all night at a pub and look after my daughter from Monday to Wednesday leaving me only Thursday to do what I want even then my friends are all across the country leaving me with no one to be there, I miss my friends and I miss the life I had before my daughter and it’s only been getting harder and harder each and every day I don’t feel like the dreams I once had are achievable anymore and I don’t know how much I can take before I finally have a mental break I just want to know what you guys think as fellow infp’s and what I should do to get my life back on track I’m lost and I need help