I’m so tired. As a 34F, I’m tired of feeling constantly lonely, hopeless, sad and misunderstood all the time.

I’m sick of hearing that we are wired to want a loving partnership because I feel like that’s something I will never get to have. Why can’t I just be happy without having many friends or a partner?

I try to ‘live my life’, stay positive, make friends and do all the hobbies that I somewhat enjoy, but it’s exhausting and not many people ‘get’ me.

I’m trying so hard to love myself and to pursue goals that I believe would fulfill me (building my own business) but I feel like doing it all alone doesn’t feel like it’s worth it.

Thank you for reading this.