2nd proffs at 16 dec and still empty minded !

I accept i am wrong, i dont have that much interest . I avoided clg , postings and study Apparently all my major decisions this year was gone bad... Not visiting my home from jan till now played a big part that i got corrupted. Hostellar but still loner (loser will be much better😂) And the fun part is i have highest marks in neet in my batch (637 not much)

Anything to throw at me ? Advices, taunts etc