Looking for romance IF(female RO's)

To help narrow things down I would prefer the plot not to be entirely focused on the romance itself but of course be a game with a lot interaction between you and the other RO's. Story wise I like Defiled hearts, Fallen Hero, The Exile, Mind Blind, and We wretched creatures. I prefer playing a character with a lot of issues but I understand those aren't too common. I love enemies to lovers, one-sided crushes typically I would have the crush, and childhood friends to lovers. As a staple I typically choose RO's that would ruin me mentally, emotionally, or physically. I like cold/standoffish RO's, seductive ones like Morgan from Wayhaven I love her and RO's that don't know boundarys please give me an RO that will get all up in me without my permission. Yes this got more unhinged as it went on I'll stop now before my thoughts get creative. One last thing please don't let this completely influence what you would reccomend, this is for the most part what I prefer but I'm open to many things my only requirement is that I can be shy/timid with RO's thank you and please go crazy with the reccomendations I don't judge and I would love a huge list of IFs to check out.