Have you guys been left traumatized, after being ghosted?

I just got ghosted, by a woman, that I have been dating for over five years. The whole experience has felt so surreal, almost like a dream. We weren’t talking and hanging out as before, but we weren’t in a fight. We still talked, a few days, before she ghosted me,about seeing each other. The day she ghosted me, we still text each other in the morning. During the day, I saw a post, on social media, where someone accused her of sleeping with a married man. I sent her a text, wanting to talk to her but she never replied. I never told her that I saw the post or that I was accusing her of that. In fact, I sent her a few text where I told her that she knew how to contact me, if she ever wanted to talk. I get so sad and depress when I think of the memories I had with her. Also, I try to avoid places that I had been at. Knowing her, I’m 51% sure she’ll contact me and 49%, she won’t contact me, eventually.